Friday, January 30, 2015

The Clone, The first of five TRAPPED short stories

The Clone
The Invincibles, short story #1

I’m not human.
This is a truth that has been pounded into my head since the day I was born, created, built. I have no mother, no father. I don’t have a childhood. I came into this world, a thirteen year old girl from day one.
They say I’m one of a kind, that nothing like me has ever been created. They say I am completely unique. They say that no one else has the technology needed to create something like me.
I wouldn’t know. I’ve never been given the opportunity to explore that for myself.
They keep me locked away in here, left to the darkness. I crave sunlight, a summer’s breeze, the harsh cold of a winter morning. But I know those are things I will never get. My creator has deemed that far too dangerous.
Most of my time is spent wandering the tunnels, when I’m not too busy being a lab rat. They’re always checking up on me, making sure my body doesn’t start deteriorating or anything else that could be considered catastrophic.
I wander through the darkness, exploring the hallways. No matter how often I walk through these tunnels, I never make it through all of them. This place is a labyrinth of steel.
I pause, clicking my tongue. The sound reverberates off the walls, sending images across my vision. There’s a man to my left, two corridors down. There’s another man in the hall to the right, and a woman strides down another hallway four corridors down. I avoid all of them.
As I walk, my mind drifts. I’ve been here so long. It has to have been years, even if it’s impossible to know how much time has actually passed. I find myself remembering those first few moments of existence.

“Is she functional?”
His voice reaches me from far away, as if there are layers and layers between me and him. It’s a low voice, empty and cold and dead. There is no curiosity in his question. Not a trace of emotion.
“She should be awake soon,” another, smaller, voice says. “She formed properly.”
“So the cloning process was a success?”
“Yes,” the smaller voice answers. “She will need a name. What would you like to call her?”
“Zandra.”
“Like your—?”
“Yes,” the cold voice answers curtly.
There is silence for a moment. I think about what I’ve heard. Clone. What does that mean? Are they talking about me? And the name, Zandra. Is that my name? Everything feels so uncertain. I don’t know who or what or where I am. I can’t recall anything. There’s nothing to remember. This is my beginning. There is nothing but now.
I can hear a soft pounding, the fading of footsteps. I wait, unsure why I’m so unwilling to open my eyes to an audience. I don’t want them to know I’m awake quite yet. I don’t even know what’s going on but I feel unsafe. There’s something in the air that screams danger.
When I’m sure I’m alone in wherever I am, I open my eyes. Immediately, I’m blinded by—what is that?—some kind of bright light. I blink, trying to adjust.
I’m surrounded by glass. Above me is open but everywhere else is glass. It’s some kind of cylinder that I’ve awoken in.
“Zandra Glass.”
My gaze flickers, noticing the man standing over my cylinder. It’s the man with the small voice. He’s wearing a white coat over his clothes. He looks down at me, standing tall.
“Welcome, Zandra.”

I stop, standing before a dark door. I click. There’s no one in the any of the hallways near me. I push open the door, slipping into the room. If anyone catches me, they could decide I’m better off dead. After all, they say the point of making me was to see if cloning was a possibility. They know it works now. They don’t really need me for anything else. I’ve already been deemed a failure in the two years I have existed.
The room is empty, except for stacks of boxes. Curiosity gets the better of me. I tear open the first box I see, peering inside the small crate. Then, slowly, I pull out the silver whip. It’s beautiful, shimmering under the fluorescent lights. There’s a black belt with it and the whip itself ends in barbed strands. I touch the strands, suddenly jumping as it shocks me. It’s an electric whip. This could be a powerful weapon.
“Zandra?”
I hear the voice in my ear, coming into the small ear piece I am required to carry at all times. I press a finger to my ear, out of habit. “Yes?”
“The boss wants to see you.”
I sigh. “Okay, I’m coming.”
I take the whip, going back to the wall and sliding it into the small crevice. No one will think to find it there. No one will even realize its missing. But there may come a day when the boss realizes I’m no longer useful and it will be on that day that I will need the whip, just long enough to escape the terrors I have been born in.

********For you that haven't heard, I will be releasing a novel called TRAPPED this March. Over the next five weeks, I will release short stories about the characters to help you get to know them better. Hope you enjoyed this first one! There will be another February 6.********* 

Saturday, January 24, 2015

The End of TRAPPED

The end is near.
Exciting. 
Today I'm reaching the conclusion of the end of TRAPPED. A superhero novel. About a girl who is experimented on and wages war against her creator, becoming a superhero in the process. And this is the final revision. Almost there.
And with the end close, I have to think about it. Resolutions are bittersweet, whether you are a writer or a reader. You readers understand this. You don't want it to end but you can't wait to see it, to feel it. It's the same with being a writer. This is only the first of a series but it's sad to know what is in this book will not be written again. And everything is different after this, every character, every scene, every setting. It's all new and fresh. And goodbyes are both beautiful and very sad.
Never fear. The beauty of a new book outweighs the sadness of ending this one.
I guess what I'm saying is I am sad to say goodbye to Trapped but excited to begin Tainted. 
It's going to be an adventure.
Who's ready for its?